I can never get the job I dreamed of, no matter the results I get. Why try?
Hi I am Woon Seng Hong, many fellow developers call me pendragon's code! Frankly speaking I am a socially-inept, stupid and weird dumbass. I am basically so incapable of social skills by nature that said skills I have are comparable to person that has gotten a lobotomy 10 times over lmao. I basically hate everybody (including myself), because humans are too illogical to understand. Basically, you cannot understand something that has not been made to be understood. I mean I am that one weirdo who decided to install debian because I wanted 5 to 10 more fps on some game I played WHEN I WAS IN P2(something .io, idk name and if it exist anymore lol, also this line sounds like someone go ahead and buy a flamethrower to kill a housefly that annoyed you for the past 2 hours.). And on that note, I basically have 10% interest in the tech related stuff I do. I mean I am so stupid this is honestly the only thing I can do left given how profitting and important it will be in the future.
To describe me in a few words? Well if i don't like your method, I'll make my method. Why? Well, because I can. I mean I made my own team green (cannot say brand, later kenna sued) drivers with some other guys over github (I lost this account TBH, I hate it when 2fa works against you.) to get some stupid GPU working because FOSS for the win.
I am probably more stupid than you think and you will soon get to know it. I basically play around with the linux kernel when I am bored (BSD from time to time, but rarely). I mean tbh, I only got to where I am purely because of my natural inability and unwillingness to work with people. I hate people, I hate working with them more often than not, the same is applied to me on reverse. People hate me but I honestly DGAF. If I were someone else, would I be interested in someone who is so autistic to install LFS purely just to kill boredom? I think not. In short I am a dumbass who hates everybody and many people just hates me in general. I am honestly only putting up with people because they will not be the tools I need in order to become a better one. Honestly, is a teacher not just a tool to increase knowledge? Is this site not a tool to establish personal opinions and 100% not because I cannot remember the domain name to my NAS and am reminded when I see this URL? EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IS JUST A TOOL AND PEOPLE ARE ANGRY THAT I TREAT THIS AS A FACT?
Some things cannot be changed, like the fact that humans are horrible horrible creatures. Humans are not pratical enough, the thing that holds us back is our inability to see power as nothing more than a mere tool and we always want more. At the same time we die anyway, so really on ourselves to pull the pin off grenades I guess. My name means to be sharp and truthful, and as much as I think it is cringe to some level, it seems leaning to it and finding the root of truth would help right? As I am not religious by nature, I try avoiding this topic. If religion has and have been used to bring about harmony, why did people allow it to turn into a reason of conflict because of some differences. I hate religion, cultures and their customs because, despite how there are good people that tell us to embrace our differences, our differences are what makes us different and ultimately sets us apart. We fail to work together, creating tragic bullshit environments.
I admit I am guilty of this and that is why I have already said I HATE MYSELF FOR IT OK? Humans are not worth saving (Why am I trying to help a species that not only have anti-vaxx people + people causing climate change to be dangerous + genocide + racism + tiktok? LIKE WHAT THE HECK IS QANON? The issues in Sahel or the attacking of the civilians in Palestine? Honestly why should I entertain what is essentially a parade of failures and f*ck ups? Humanity only seem to matter when if affects people with more of that element (Crises in yemen ignored? Not limited to that of course, just an example.). Why should I inherit the burden that my ancestors left for me? I am my own man, I make my own path. Not that I will have any ability to.
It brings me no pleasure that I am right about this part about myself to say the following:
"THIS SITE IS MORE OR LESS A MANIFESTATION OF THE UNHAPPINESS I HAVE WITH THE HUMAN RACE AND MY UNWILLINGNESS TO WORK WITH THEM. I AM LIKE THIS, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? CRY ABOUT THE REALITIES OF THIS WORLD?"
Everything was really simple, until we made it hard for ourselves. We only came this far because of competition. Everything has always been driven and fueled by competition. This world is messed up. People have died for the smallest change in territory, for oil. People made products, making new things to compete each year, and the people that worked on some stuff together, end up fighting amongst themselves. It is really stupid. I live in a world where I cannot help due to my all round ineptitude, but I also live in a world I do not want to help. If you somehow help me find a reason to live in a world so messed up, I will swear alltid lojale and semper fidelis to you.
What I want to do!:
I am going to stop trying. I have only got this far because I have been pushed and forced. I am tired of pushing and moving. I will get so tired I will break down. I am a disappointment (I KNOW! PEOPLE ACTUALLY EXPECT SOMETHING OUT OF ME.) and will always be. Also people keep calling me a racist becuase i have my political stance. (Ironically I am a chinese and my stance is against the false china, COMMUNIST CHINA, WE NEED TO TAKE IT DOWN.) Add /politics.html at the back of the link to see what my stance is.
What I Do:
I get really bored and than do weird projects with my mediocre skills and get scolded by people because I really need to open up something and explore it. I have managed to fix stuff a lot tho.
Things I like working with:
Lego (yes, I grew up with it)
Project Jasbot is almost done.
FAQ (more like F*cking Annoying Questions! Sometimes, perverted people ask me this, so you might wanna not come to this area! There is a legit FAQ section below.) :
QTN: Why did you make this site?
ANS: IDK, I got bored ok?
QTN: Can you suck your dick??
ANS: IDK, I may have hypermobility, but I am not perverted enough to find out!
QTN: What is that ww1 ww2 joke about you?
ANS: I wished I know the full story, but basically here is the main part. I was talking to Jayden Heng (409, video dept) about a game that I shall not mention, where there were in game events with that label. I was explaining that I talked to the guys who made the ww1 and ww2 mods and I was impressed so I played in the events and managed to survive. Somehow the line mutated in a parade of f*ck ups but sure what the hell? Also I didn't mention that game because I think that game is actually discontinued... Also because I am suspiciously familiar with weapons and military attack tactics. (Yes, I have read up more than most people about how military forces kill people in the most efficient way, Via using weapons or or some tactics lol.)
QTN: Why did you get named pendragon's code?
ANS: IDK it started out when I was developing some game with a group of cool dudes (Dango#9626) and in the game, we made a random username generator as we wanted unique usernames for everyone. So yeah. Turns out when I was automagically assigned the name, I just happened to get Pendragon. Don't even ask me why. It just happened. And so I gladly took it since I couldn't make up my mind. Afterwards, I decided to add code for some of my usernames becuz why not (OH WOW I AM SURPRISED BY HOW MANY PEOPLE USED THE NAME SO I NEED TO ADD CODE LOL)! Also yes, I'm actually familiar with the story of Arthur and Artoria (fate/stay night) Pendragon. I was force fed content after my primary school classmate and I got really bored and we started watching fate in the school library. I had nothing else to do so lol? Sarcasm here is so thick you need a diamond and graphite industrial drill going on for one hour to make an inch of damage. (to the OH WOW part)
FAQ (Frequently Asked Questions!) :
QTN: What are your dietary limits?
ANS: I am a vegetarian, however, I am ok with dairy products and eggs!
QTN: Why did you get named Pendragon's Code/Pendragon?
ANS: IDK it started out when I was developing some game with a group of cool dudes (Dango#9626) and in the game, we made a random username generator as we wanted unique usernames for everyone(in game names). So yeah. Turns out when I was automagically assigned a name, I just happened to get Pendragon. Don't even ask me why. It just happened. And so I gladly took it since I couldn't make up my mind (I am terrible with name-creation). Afterwards, I decided to add code for some of my usernames becuz why not (Pendragon is actually used in many platforms)! Also yes, I'm actually familiar with the story of Arthur and Artoria (fate/stay night) Pendragon. I was force fed content after my primary school classmate and I got really bored and we started watching fate in the school library. I had nothing else to do so lol? And yes, you can address me both ways!
QTN: Do you like anime?
ANS: Honestly this question always suprises me! A lot of people seem to think I like anime for some reason! I'm not what people might call otaku or weeb, but most of the people I mix around are, maybe that's why people think I am into anime? But most of the time, on a personal level, the reason why I watch anime is really becuz I'm bored. I understand the appeal, but I can't say I am into it! For the most part, I like the art style some anime has and most of my projects are anime based (The world really likes anime so people ask me to help them make a website/chatbot and there is some form of anime content in there!), which may require me to watch and understand the content before I work on the actual thing.
QTN: Are you a gamer?
ANS: Yes but no, in a sense that I do develop and play interesting games, but I do not keep up with a lot of games that people may play nowadays! The games I usually play are things I have involvement in on a developmental scale and I generally don't play anything else! I am a person with abysmal reaction speeds so I basically cannot play anything that is really popular nowadays. I just play pacman. IDK i like it :).
QTN: Why linux or GNU/Linux!?
ANS: Because proprieatery software is expensive and most linux distros are free and that is often without accounting for commercial support! Even though linux is open, the bugs and vulnerabilities can get settled by the big community and hackers that want to take down linux are kinda rare, especially if you sit down and consider how many of the hackers are using the very same system. So to sum part 1 up, for every one hacker, there are about 10000000 people who will try to contribute to the linux kernel/system and all that with much less cost! 2, BSD and other operating systems are really cool and all, but often lack support and their drivers often fail! Communities they might have may be smaller in comparison to the more popular open source software! BONUS: I take Manjaro not becuz I can use that and can shout "I use arch btw~!". In fact, Gentoo, debian and LFS were some of the first few distros I touched! However, I found Manjaro less of a hassle to deal with (especailly when you need to be quick) and that it has enough support and flexibility for me to customize to many situations. I have a legit reason for using Manjaro!